Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Long time no see...

Welcome back.  I know I have been MIA for the last 5+ months.  I have absolutely no excuse other than the fact that I haven't had much to say.  Tonight I am listing to game 6 of the World Series and I am praying for the Red Sox.  GO SOX!!!

In May I was diagnosed with high blood pressure and was put on medication to lower it.  The medication lowered my blood pressure but the side effects were not good so I switched medication.  Tried the next medication and that was even worse.  Yes it lowered the BP but it was causing a medication induced asthma.  This of course took a few months to figure out and caused havoc on my running.  I had to drop out of four endurance events; three half marathons and one marathon and that sucked.  But I wasn't able to train the way I wanted due to my breathing.  At times when I was out for my runs and I would have trouble breathing I would become very scared.  The first time the asthma happened was during a triathlon.  I didn't know what was going on.  Thank God we figured it out.

I am doing ok but still dealing with other issues.  I am trying to live a healthier life due to my blood pressure, which I know is an affect of my weight.  It has been a struggle.  I have been working with a nutritionist and just recently started to see a counselor hoping that this will all work out.  I tend to talk the talk but I don't walk the walk.  I am frustrated with myself and no one else can do it but me.  I have to be the change.  I have to want the change.

In September I started working with new coach getting ready for the 70.3.  Right now we are building the base for the 70.3 training.  Come January things will be kicked up a notch.  I like working with this coach and I am learning a lot about my cycling which is my weak area.  I also know I have to really focus now and make things happen.  I know I am stronger than what I am dishing out right now.  Sometimes I get overwhelmed trying to fix everything.  One day at a time...

Are we there yet??